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Literature
Wasted time
I fell asleep
I thought I would never wake up again
My mind was broken
I didn't find a cure
Just stopped asking why
I took my time
The days passed by too fast
It was too late
to go back and save
my wasted life
My head is still filled with static
but I have learnt to listen
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Literature
Lost Truth
I'm young, wild and free
oh, these lies I keep telling me
write the graffiti on my heart
I don't care I call it art
scars burn, they cry of pain
but we like to be insane
please I only want the truth
Do you want to save the youth?
I'm free like a slave
oh, I don't know how to behave
they took my dreams away
hunted down their prey
They are trying to save me
but I just want to be free
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Literature
Addicted
Help me
I need a reason
not to hate me
it's like an addiction
to me
nothing makes sense
help me
and make it stop
Help me
I need a reason
not to give up
before it's too late
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Literature
Without a face
I used to be a girl without a face
hiding behind pictures of the past
wishing I wouldn't be invisible
Everyday I felt so misplaced
the only one in contrast
I will always stay immutable
I wanted to be like them so bad
now I know we are not the same
and peobably we will never be
remember how life made me fucking mad
everythung was too lame
and I just wanted to be free
I will never let my memories go
when I look back and they come back
filled with doubt
oh how I was bothered
Sometimes it feels like forever ago
when they attack they come to attack
I feel no doubt
Why were I bothered
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Literature
Stolen time
Close your eyes
I will take you on a journey
Behind the skies
Where the night is blurry
I will take you
Take you to the empty sky
And steal your view
Leave you behind to die
Every time I am with you
I realize that
I’m so sick of you
I’m so sick of you
Bored to the bone
When will you be gone?
You’re not moving
When will you go?
I dried out,
Went insane, forgot myself
Filled with doubt
You can’t even stand yourself
Beautiful times
We’ve spent calling our names
They were all lies
All killed by the flames
It took me so long
To realize that
I’m so sick of you
I’m so sick of you
Bored to the bone
When will you be gone?
You’re not breathing
When will you go?
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II by TimelessDaydreamer II :icontimelessdaydreamer:TimelessDaydreamer 10 0
Literature
Surface
I have lost all reasons
I'm not believing anymore
Life changes like the seasons
Winter has the loudest roar
Absence of empathy
running through the streets
I have lost all sympathy
emotions rest in peace
Scratch the surface
No purpose
Scratch the surface
I have no purpose
Locked up in prison
My thoughts are getting sore
I'm losing vision
The world is my whore
Walking jealousy
marching to the beat
I need a therapy
so please take a seat
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Literature
Write a song
It seems so easy to write a song
simply a few words, what could go wrong
add a melody and some chords
they will cut skin like a bunch of swords
It seems so easy to write a song
about the war between hate and love
just give me something to stay strong
just give me something to be proud of
But I can't find the right words to say
take my guitar and throw it away
it seemed so easy to write a song
but then everything went wrong
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Literature
Icarus
If only the sun could burn my pain away
ignite the howling darkness inside of me
the blood flowing throught the veins of the sky
is keeping me alive
The cold night breeeze is freezing my tears
leaving burn marks all over my skin
I wouln't burn myself if I stop to cry
How do I survive?
If the sun burns out
the darkness would eat my soul
sunbeams are burning down my life boat
but I cann still see the shore
The sun explodes
burning down the whole world
darkness caresses my bones
but somehow I'm still alive
Somewhere on the sea I lost my compass
now I'm only wandering around
the ocean's dreid out all I see is the ground
dead and bloodless
Now the sun reached the summit of the sky
drying the red tears in my eyes
I still feel the pain growing inside my hear
as I watch me falling apart
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Mature content
Escaping Hell :icontimelessdaydreamer:TimelessDaydreamer 9 12
Literature
Liar
I run
        I run
                I run
but I'm getting nowhere
I pray
        I pray
                I pray
but nobody's hearing me
I hide
        I hide
                I hide
but they always find me
I lie
        I lie
                I lie
but I'm only lying to myself
I sin
        I sin
                I sin
again and again and again
I run
        I run
                I run
but I got lost on my way
I say
        I say
              &
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Literature
Who I Am
I'm trying to remember my face
I'm trying to find my voice
I wish I could remember my name
but all the memories are lost
I tried to touch the stars
I tried to make a sound
I wish I could write a song
but everything is gone
I wanted to be everything
I wanted to be something I'm not
Now they call me nobody
and slowly I'm forgetting who I am
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Literature
Hopeless
This world makes me feel helpless
The seeds of despair are stealing my breath
Inhaling the shapeless sun
Not sure if I ever was alive
Crawling to the edge of the sun
Where our breaths collide
I have got no place to run
Am I too stupid to survive?
Getting closer to giving up
Jumping over the fence
That’s it, I’m breaking up
I never had a common sense
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Literature
Take the knife
I saw her standing there
tears ripping out her eyes
she gasped for air
slowly whispering her goodbyes
She screamed silently
as she took the knife
grabbed it with her hand violently
about to end her life
I stood there crying blood
too young to understand why
I just sucked up the flood
but I never understood why
I tried to forget this day
I wish it would just go away
it keeps haunting me
When will I be free?
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Literature
Rest Now
The sky fell down
The sun burnt out
Breakdown
Wind blew out the candle
Stole my breath
Scandal
A lonely withered rose
Crying on the grave
Repose
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Literature
Writer without luck
I have got so many things to say
But I'm running out of words again
My head is a dried-up bouquet
I threw my dictionary into the drain
The sun burnt my mistakes into skin
Left behind a way full of scars
Feel like a sinner without a sin
And a sky that lost all its stars
Can't find the right words to explain
I'm giving up, because I'm stuck
Words stopped flowing out of my vein
I am a writer without luck
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Literature
Quietness
The pain had
Grown quiet
Sorrows have
Stopped withering
But nobody
Paid attention
To the still
Frightening silence
As a soul broke
Apart In such
Gentle chaotic
Silence
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:iconjojo-123:jojo-123 5 2
Literature
Demons
I can feel the light seep out of my bones
Leaving me lifeless and unable to moan.
By invisible hands I'm bound and tied,
Held by the demons I’ve hidden inside.
 
Monsters reside inside my head
Bringing me down until I wish I was dead.
Demons lie deep within my heart
Their whispers slowly tearing me apart.
 
I’m sick of this feeling within my chest,
Tired of the demons never letting me rest;
Endlessly hearing their relentless call
Until all I want is just to end it all…
 
I’ve battled the same demons for so long
That to stop would just feel so wrong,
But you’ve nearly driven them all away,
Leaving me with no more words to say…
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Literature
The Great Plague
You are a darkness that spreads...
Infecting me slowly,
As a plague, like a virus,
Eating away at my soul...
What little of me is left,
Anyway...
I wish that I could rewind time,
To go back to that moment
When your arms held me so tight...
And all of my pain just melted away.
I alone was cursed with this blessing,
Blessed with this curse...
I see through time...
The good, the bad,
All of it.
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Literature
wind blows
bright lights dancing,
above our words;
leaves move,
away from home.
can you touch the sky?
grab my hand,
and you'll find
dreamers
sometimes,
they're right.
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longing for the sun by Irchie longing for the sun :iconirchie:Irchie 7 0
Literature
The Owl
I live in the woods with an owl at my side,
my eyes are always closed, his always wide.
I sense any movement, the vibrations I feel,
he sees tiny movements that might mean a meal.
He tells me of danger as he takes to the wing,
a voice of the girl in my mind ceases to sing.
The peace now broken in dark woods without light,
the owl is alert and my senses all ready to fight.
But it is only two lovers who pass by this tree,
they see not the owl and they fail to see me.
Moments of silence before the night calls again,
until peace finally returns to our secluded domain.
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Literature
i should be alive
i thought i was dead
but you made me realise there's still blood in these veins
and air in these lungs
i am not a ghost; i am human
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:icona-nothing-girl:a-nothing-girl 24 5
Literature
there's no oxygen in space
my heart trails orbits the sun
constantly consumed by the dark matter of my mind
        sometimes the stars flicker out
        and i am left to
                                   drown
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Literature
i'm here
my skin is distant
but i sure hope my soul is close
let me hold your hands
i'll be your guardian angel
even if it means breaking me
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Mature content
Twisted :icondcheng886:dcheng886 14 9
Literature
English Exam Poem I: This Little Poem
I can barely seem to keep my eyes open
As I scribble out this shitty little poem.
I’m so bored, going out of my mind
As I stare at all of these pages lined.
Open windows let some light into the room
But just can’t seem to cast away the gloom
As erratic minds scribble and scramble,
Writing essays they know are terrible.
Why the Hell is it that I can write
This little poem but I cannot recite
Something I studied and memorised?
While my brain fizzles, snaps and dies…
I know I really wasted my time
With this rambling mess of rhyme.
I just felt if I didn’t write this little ode
That I would just up and explode…
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Literature
English Exam Poem II: Two O'Clock
My eyes wander around the hall,
Heeding my attention-span’s call.
I’ve doomed myself to fail and fall
But I’ve now stopped caring at all.
One hour down, only one to go.
Even though I’m starting to know
I won’t get good marks for the essay,
At least it’s now the end of the day.
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Literature
Scarred but Okay
You’ve taken away the worst part of me,
The part buried too deep to ever see.
Filled my empty heart with thoughts of you,
Crowding out the Black and Blue.
 
You pushed back the darkness and now I can see
The Blue was never actually a part of me
It’s just an infection, an ugly affliction,
A reflection of the pain within,
And when the pain is burned away
I’m left with a soul; scarred, but okay…
 
I’m still not perfect, in fact I’m far from it,
But now I have a way to climb from the pit
Of Black and Blue that held me so long
That I thought happy hopes were wrong,
But now I’m more okay than I’ve ever been,
Not bad, not perfect, but somewhere in between…
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Literature
Look
Have you ever just looked at the stars at night
And had the feeling it’s going to be alright?
Have you ever just looked into somebody’s eyes
And felt your worries die, your hopes start to rise?
Have you ever just looked at someone you love,
Knowing they’ll manage to keep you above
The dark Black and the deep Blue
That has always haunted you?
 
Everyone has moments when they feel lost and hopeless,
Everyone has moments when they feel meaningless,
But when these lies come with the Blue,
Please remember they’re never true
And look for the positive, the silver lining,
Look for what makes life worth living.
Somewhere in there, I swear it will be,
No matter how hard it is to see.
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Literature
Rollercoaster II
Life is a rollercoaster, throwing you down and around,
Plummeting towards the rock-bottom of the ground,
Breaking you down until you can hardly bear it,
Tearing you apart until you can no longer take it…
 
Life has ups and downs, highs and lows,
But I promise you’ll be fine so long as you know
That the darkness never lasts forever,
Life can always change for the better.
 
Life can be terrible, as I’m sure you’d agree,
But it can also be beautiful, just wait and see,
Just hang on through the ride of your life
Through the mess of depression and strife.
 
When things get dark, or feel hopeless
Remember the darkness is never endless
Just try and hang on, dear reader, dear friend
And know that the agony will someday end.
 
So I ask you to please trust me
As I try to let you see
Death may be an inevitability
But Life itself, is an opportunity.
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Literature
September Sun
Gone are the days of feeling cold and lonely,
Of dark grey clouds being all I could see.
Gone are the days of endless suffering,
As Winter is ending and Spring is beginning.
August has released us from its freezing embrace,
Summer is starting to show its shining face,
August’s rain and clouds are fading away
Leaving me happier than words can say.
Winter will never really last forever,
All things will eventually get better.
Winter is just a time to remember
As we start to enter September.
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I fell asleep
I thought I would never wake up again
My mind was broken
I didn't find a cure
Just stopped asking why

I took my time
The days passed by too fast
It was too late
to go back and save
my wasted life

My head is still filled with static
but I have learnt to listen
Wasted time
I feel sorry for not being active on her. 
Wish I had more to say.
I feel like I have lost my inspiration and motivation to write
and I don't know why.
Everytime I try to write the paper ends blank.
Something is missing and I don't know what it is.
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I'm young, wild and free
oh, these lies I keep telling me
write the graffiti on my heart
I don't care I call it art
scars burn, they cry of pain
but we like to be insane

please I only want the truth
Do you want to save the youth?

I'm free like a slave
oh, I don't know how to behave
they took my dreams away
hunted down their prey
They are trying to save me
but I just want to be free
Help me
I need a reason
not to hate me
it's like an addiction

to me
nothing makes sense
help me
and make it stop

Help me
I need a reason
not to give up
before it's too late
I used to be a girl without a face
hiding behind pictures of the past
wishing I wouldn't be invisible

Everyday I felt so misplaced
the only one in contrast
I will always stay immutable

I wanted to be like them so bad
now I know we are not the same
and peobably we will never be

remember how life made me fucking mad
everythung was too lame
and I just wanted to be free

I will never let my memories go
when I look back and they come back
filled with doubt
oh how I was bothered

Sometimes it feels like forever ago
when they attack they come to attack
I feel no doubt
Why were I bothered
I'm so thankful for having such a great mother who just told me to go and kill myself.

Sounds great.

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HalleyAmbers Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! <3 
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Salut. Ça va? :3
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thanks so much for your favourite on Laos Sunset Colours .. Really Appreciate it :)
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you're welcome :)
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Thank you very much for the fave :) 
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you're very welcome :)
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Thank you for the fave!! :happybounce: 
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you're welcome :)
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Thanks for the fave Hug 
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